It's late and I can't go to sleep. I've been thinking about my life. I will turn 41 on Sunday. While I know I have accomplished many things and I should be very proud of what I have, I continue to feel as though I am meant to do so much more. With my life halfway over, it seems as though now there isn't enough time to do it, whatever it may be. Am I alone when thinking this? Has anyone else felt this way?
I never finished college. That is something that has been eating at me for some time. I don't know if I will be able to juggle work and school at this time. My job is very demanding and I love what I do, however, I wouldn't be scared to try something new. The only problem is finding a job with a similar salary without a degree. I would most likely be shooting myself in the foot by taking such a drastic measure.
There are so many unknowns to ponder in the late hours of the night. The silence makes you think.