Wednesday, December 06, 2006

I Know It's Coming

I know I am about to feel the wrath. I have just done something that might piss off someone I care for very much. I felt like I had no choice in the matter.

To whom it may concern,

If you happen to get back online and read this post, please know that what I did today was because I was concerned for your well-being. I have not heard from you in days. I had to do it. Please don't be mad at me. If you want to talk about it, email me and we will talk about it. I am sorry if what I did caused you any stress or anxiety. Because I care, I will leave you with the words to one of my favorite songs by The Fray:

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

8 comments:

B said...

I'm glad you did something. I'm worried to...assuming this is about Andrew.

Cheryl said...

Thank goodness you know how to get in touch with Andrew, or his family, or someone who can reach him. Whatever you did, you did out of love and concern. I hope you hear from him. We all do. Thank you.

kanadians in korea said...

i don't know andrew and i'm still getting to know you, but i am praying for you both. love em.

austere said...

well. ok.
and thanks.

Anonymous said...

Abbagirl:

You have not yet heard anything?

PipeTobacco

Cheryl said...

I've been visiting your site daily. Can you tell?

If you're always happy with your hair, I'd say keep doing what you're doing.

Michael C said...

I hope it all works out ok!!

Cheryl said...

Thought I'd say hi before work. Is it cold where you are? I haven't been watching the weather.

Have a good one.