Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Down and Out



I am down in the dumps today. One of my department managers had a stroke. She is in ICU at the hospital. I have been at her store to help out. If you are reading this for the first time, I work for a major grocery chain. My job title is a "specialist". I have about 22 stores that I look after in about five different departments. It can wear you out quick.

Anyway, I've been thinking about my life and how much I don't like it. I wish I could live somewhere else, meet different people. Sometimes I wish I could just live out in the country away from everyone else and just live. I would work outside daily, and just kick it with the trees, the wind, and the mosquitoes. lol. I actually hate mosquitoes and my son has an allergic reaction when he is bitten by one.

I am saving up my money for this cruise in mid-July. I plan on saving for a house when I return. I would love to find a secluded piece of land to build a house on. But in Kansas, it is pretty much impossible. The way everything is growing, it is hard to do. You wouldn't think that looking at our state, but it's true.

I really need to get some exercise. I know that if I do, I will feel better. No willpower today though. Maybe I will take a nap. Sounds good on print, so I will go for it.

Talk at all of you later.

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